21 January 2007 1:15 PM
Collapse in the Relapse
Its not everyday that you get to wake up feeling good. And its not everyday you wake up saying Fuck You. But it does seem like everyday nowadays to wake up cursing the day even before it has begun. It has become a custom for me. You don't have to tell me doing that makes the world a lot darker. Believe me, i know.
A sudden rush of chill, then a splitting headache, had woken me today. Like an ailing old woman i picked up my comforter from the floor where it had fallen, and wrapped it around me like an African caught naked in the north pole. Then filled my nostrils with the now wonderful relieving scent of the traditional ointment sent from heaven; The Axe Oil. God, i think I'm addicted to it.
Sadly minutes later my dad woke me. 8.37am, bugger!!
Okay at least I'm having a little peace right now. My mom and dad and the annoying brat is downstairs. Not surprisingly i can still here his voice; he makes a lot of noise with his mouth even while learning to cycle. My brother is off at work again, sadly.
And i managed to finish my economics project! Done the PowerPoint stuff. Done the report editing. Done the blablablas. And thankfully we handed in the Online Research project last Friday. 2 projects down, Temporary Bliss.. 3 to go, The world drops down on me like a freaking boulder..
Things to do today :
Its not everyday that you get to wake up feeling good. And its not everyday you wake up saying Fuck You. But it does seem like everyday nowadays to wake up cursing the day even before it has begun. It has become a custom for me. You don't have to tell me doing that makes the world a lot darker. Believe me, i know.
A sudden rush of chill, then a splitting headache, had woken me today. Like an ailing old woman i picked up my comforter from the floor where it had fallen, and wrapped it around me like an African caught naked in the north pole. Then filled my nostrils with the now wonderful relieving scent of the traditional ointment sent from heaven; The Axe Oil. God, i think I'm addicted to it.
Sadly minutes later my dad woke me. 8.37am, bugger!!
Okay at least I'm having a little peace right now. My mom and dad and the annoying brat is downstairs. Not surprisingly i can still here his voice; he makes a lot of noise with his mouth even while learning to cycle. My brother is off at work again, sadly.
And i managed to finish my economics project! Done the PowerPoint stuff. Done the report editing. Done the blablablas. And thankfully we handed in the Online Research project last Friday. 2 projects down, Temporary Bliss.. 3 to go, The world drops down on me like a freaking boulder..
Things to do today :
- Iron my clothes
- Do my tutorials
- Study for Effective Communication quiz
- Practice tomorrows presentation
- Start on my Marketing project
- Return overdue library books
- Nurse my splitting headache
Okay. Pretty long day to go. And the brat is back.
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