Yes, confessions of a drama queen.
There were times when I felt like flinging my phone out the window. There were times when i felt like ripping my pillow apart. There were times when i felt like throwing vases into naked walls. There were times when i felt like smashing my laptop on the floor. There were times when i felt like slamming room doors. There were times when i felt like ramming my car into a bus. There were times when i felt like punching mirrors and windshields. There were times when i felt like gritting my teeth so hard they shattered. There were times when i felt like picking fights. There were times when i felt like strangling serene breathing things. There were times when i felt like doing really, really stupid things.
No I am not willing to splurge on anger.
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And no I am not thinking clearly.
I am barely into my revision and intensive studying does not seem to come. I have studied in my room, on the bed , by the window, on the sofa, at the table, on the floor, infront of the TV, in the master bedroom, by the radio, with my laptop, by my refrigerator. I have yet to try the toilet. I did my CCM and my MR today and so what did i learn today?
I have just wasted Saturday.