To do better you to need to fall first
Sometimes even when the moment is over, bitterness is an aftertaste in the mouth that is difficult to shake. When it comes to word-vomit, every careful choice of words and every attempt to hold the tongue becomes a failure. Whatever worldly vow you did for yourself to hold your peace becomes forgotten.
I hope I've managed to keep my tone calm, but I think I've said enough harsh things to last me a lifetime. Owning up to your weaknesses is one thing, realising it is another thing, defending yourself for it, is a whole new shit.
I think I'm going to flip.