Think of tomorrow; we beg, steal or borrow.
Afterall, I had thought it would be a prettier start. A bit more faith in happy endings and new beginnings but sometimes I think I'm too naive. To think that after a good chat I'd be able to see my flaws as motivation for a good start, to see past problems as a good reason to change for the better and make for the rainbow somewhere in the sky.
But everytime I decide to trust someone,
something has to happen or my mind acts up and then I end up, thinking. Somewhere along the way, even before the halfway mark, I'm all jittery again and I want to turn back and make a run for the woods. Sometimes I think my determination is so faulty, I wish I didn't take off to begin with.
You've been very sweet. (: