Necessary Discipline

Awesome,yes?
I just broke my own heart. I realise I always do. I always do that when I read up too much and think too much and dream too much. And then when I make that first crucial step, there's that small bit that makes everything fall apart.
Its a beautiful feeling afterwards. Really. Now I'm back at one.
I'm going to the library to pay my fines/ and loan all I want. My favourite shoes are falling apart. No internet till Monday. I'm going to beat the damned need.
Knocking off.